Fuck the fucking fuck.
I knew I would see Y tonight at the party, so naturally, I put on a kickass hot dress and prepared for a night of ignoring him and having fun with my friends because he can just suck it and eat his heart out. But what I was not at all prepared for was for the goddamn asshole to bring a date and be all over her all night. Really? Was that necessary? Did you do that just to spite me? Fucking asshole.
I hate that this shit still gets to me after all this time. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. What a prick.
Trying to stay positive (although it's really hard at this particular moment),
Skeptic
My friend posted this: If you allow people to make more withdrawls from your life than deposits, You will be out of balance and in the negative!!! Know when to close the account!
ReplyDeleteYup, that account has definitely been overdrawn...
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ReplyDeleteYou looked smashing! I totally understand your situation. You are so much more hotter and an all around sweet person! He does not deserve such a prize. It was very dick of him to act that way in front of you-- and to avoid you! What a jerk. That is really immature. He just did it to make you jealous. But any guy who acts that way will not to grow up-- ever! May he get dumped ASAP!
ReplyDeleteThanks all. I'm still feeling kind of sick about all this and trying to figure out how to deal with it.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry Skeptic! It's like a punch in the stomach to see your ex affectionate with another girl, and I'm sorry you had to see that. It was extremely immature of him. Just remember that he did that FOR HIMSELF. To make himself feel better about being an asshole. But it's hard not to take personally and definitely don't apologize for being upset. Just know that you deserve a mature man, not a spiteful child. :)
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